hamish baillie , 47 , said he was unable to trust adults after being molested by lord janner during a game of hide-and-seek in a park .
last night , one of the nine victims who had been lined up to give evidence against the former leicester west mp waived his right to anonymity to say the decision ` beggars belief ' .
but he added that the failure to prosecute the peer for a fourth time , three inquiries were curtailed by police .